Wednesday, January 29, 2003

This may be the last entry till I frikkin' get over the mood swings. maybe the last one till the valentine's crappy poems entry - yes, I need something to calm the angst while grandpa is here and that seems like it might work like last year. more »

Monday, January 27, 2003

Still on the verge of a mental breakdown. yesterday was rather jolly good though. more »

Wednesday, January 22, 2003

Tonight is like going back in time. sad nights staring out of windows looking at dim-lit windows muddled by shades; car doors slamming in the background. more »

Monday, January 20, 2003

The wires (nor the ominous black box) hath not held me back! zee dreams! they do still exist! more »

Saturday, January 18, 2003

The stupidest thing was to put that darn shower gel on my legs thinking it was lotion. today it feels like there are mini fires building up towards a medley of itchiness spreading everywhere that urges scratching away skin for hours the way a song builds up to epic movie climatic proportions of direct misery and pleasure all at once. more » 2 Followers

Wednesday, January 15, 2003

Now that the kid next door is moving, I feel karma is certainly coming to kick me for the horrible things I thought considering it was only two weeks of noise. I've come to realise silence is worse. more deadening. more » 2 Followers

Monday, January 13, 2003

Lately I'm paranoid. of nonwishful thinking if that makes sense. the sort where you think about something or are watching a certain something thus it'll be the best opportunity for the same something to happen to you. more »

Wednesday, January 8, 2003

There is no excuse for my slackertude, yo. I'm just well, really tired lately. lulling about and crawling into bed is all I can muster. more » 4 Followers

Saturday, January 4, 2003

First entry of the new year (well, beyond the other which is technically in 2002 despite the edits that happened till midnight)! it feels like decades and yet no time has gone by all at once. more » 3 Followers