Wednesday, February 27, 2002

Apparently I cannot do the most elementary of poses. I cannot flatten my hands like stars or reach behind my head and touch my foot with my opposite hand without losing my balance. is it just me, or is that tough for alot of people? more »

Monday, February 25, 2002

This weekend there wasn't any anime though there was abit of productivity if you can believe it. not that it was much to write home about. sometimes I wish I lived this alternate life where fun things happened all the time and I wasn't me, but I got to feel it through someone else if that is believable. more »

Saturday, February 23, 2002

Where has my writing ability gone off to these days? February was supposed to be my write everyday month and I've slacked so horribly. I'm not even talking about this cause this isn't exactly serious writing though I s'pose it could be considered an exercise. I just wonder how I can keep playing catch up each week. I'm more than a week behind anyway. more »

Wednesday, February 20, 2002

In about a month, I haven't been terribly upset. I mean, little bouts of crying or maybe a kick at the computer when it's not working, but not all out flailing of the hands, wanting to rip heads off. maybe that's the reason for my quietness. more »

Saturday, February 16, 2002

Sometimes words don't come so easily. I feel like I repeat the same grouping of words in various different combinations till I run out and am lost. I sit dumbfounded. like I wasted tons of space to just say basically the same things. I really hate when I think like that. more »

Thursday, February 14, 2002

Inspired by pamie and to make my day abit cheerier - though I am wearing red and black which makes it seem like I care. I'm dressed Valentine-y despite mahself....or you could say I'm wearing The 'Hee colours seeing as....well, yeah. I sin and I sin and no one's gonna stop me! - I'm making a special entry all with zee poetry. anyway, on to what we call a sorry attempt at wittiness in verse.... more »

Wednesday, February 13, 2002

Hey? Hi? ya know, I wasn't going to come back and edit this seeing as it's 4:40am and I'm feeling ill again, but I thought to mahself, "maybe people will start complainin'.." I doubt it though. where's the love anyhow? I need motivation people!! more »

Monday, February 11, 2002

Different chocolates. all in one cake. whipped type of liquor frosting in the middle. harder flakier frosting on top; chalky roses and doodles around the edge which I remove. the moist cake bit inbetween all of this. this is the most chocolate I've had in one cake since the seven types of chocolate chocolate cake I used to get at Red Lobster. I'm serious. it had seven different chocolates and half of which I forget what kind it was, but it was very good. the point is, chocolate + blemishes = not a good equation at all. the guest made me do it! more »

Saturday, February 9, 2002

It was a very straaange morning. I set my alarm for 8:05am at around 4am cause I wanted to wake up in time for cartoons and thought, Why didn't I think of this before? I'd surely hear the beeping noise or someone would and turn it off! Anyhow, I put the clock on the side table next to my vitamin c drops on top of the box next to my stack of books. when I woke up, it was 10:30am and the alarm was off. more »

Wednesday, February 6, 2002

So, I finally have black polish. heeeeelllll yeaaah. you just do not know how happy this makes me. I do notice that when just staring at my toes from far enough away, they look like I slammed each one individually into a big steel door and bruised them severely, but it's all good. more »

Monday, February 4, 2002

How can you write when each day feels like a big ass day? yet there's not enough time to do everything I feel I need to do even though what I need to do isn't that important. did y'all catch all that? somehow I think I've been in a daze too long. not just two days. more »

Saturday, February 2, 2002

When each moment after tea and snack and mom is dead asleep - lights turned off and door shut - all I can think about is seeking out more things to buy, I know there is a definite problem. more »