Monday, December 31, 2001

Oh maaan. Godiva chocolate - sex in a box. it melts on your tongue all gooey with a slight crunch from the shortbread layer, eyes shut in ecstacy as the first massive taste overload happens - so good ya almost don't want to swallow. oh yes, oh yes. I'm in loooooo..mmmmm... (tm allison) more »

Saturday, December 29, 2001

He asked if I could see the rabbit in the moon. I told him no, the trees were covering it. I moved. looked up. still not seeing any rabbit. I sort've saw a shadow there; just not in the shape of a rabbit to my knowledge. I decided he must have a multiple personality and this personality could see things cause I sure couldn't with my zero special powers factor ..or my eyesight sucks. more »

Wednesday, December 26, 2001

My feet and hands are cold. maybe I should be wearing warmer clothes or put my robe and my socks on. I'm just glued to this chair; that's what happens when I feel like an icebox. I want to bake some cookies in abit too. yes, more of them! I finished off the last batch and I gotta stick some in the gift box to the grandparents. I need some tea, too. I'm talking randomly cause I'm in a daze and can barely move. more »

Saturday, December 22, 2001

I fell off the ball. it hurt. not initially, but after that popped wrist action and ten minutes of typing, I was feeling it up my arm. OOOWW! yessuh, mom got one of those fitness balls; ya know the ones... more »

Wednesday, December 19, 2001

This may seem quite a shocker, but...I'm. having. a. goood. day.!! I mean, okay, it seems I've been in pretty good spirits since Saturday, but I mean, this totally brought on surprising shockingness! it's not what y'all think I bet unless you've spoken to me today and already know ....I got a card in the mail today from grandpa. an xmas card. I expected a check as my gift, but then I took a look at the amount written and had to recheck cause I thought my eyes were deceiving me. two. thousand. dollars.!!!!! I'm fuckin' rich! more »

Monday, December 17, 2001

I'm thinking of getting Aunt Jo Jo the musical soundtrack to Fame! ..uh yesss. I did some random searching on half.com. I was thinking of getting her Rent since that's my favourite musical, buuut it's a double disk. we'll see if I have enough for it, but the idea of getting her Fame! cracks me up. more »

Saturday, December 15, 2001

Just now I was attempting to watch SNL and turned it on channel three. something didn't seem right. I was like "this ain't right, wtf? why is there an 'H' in the corner that says History below it? and what is that floating figure going down the steps? is this an Unsolved Mysteries Special?" turns out the VCR made the channels wrong and I 'was' watching the History channel!!! all is well now, all is well. more »

Wednesday, December 12, 2001

Grandma called today and we certainly got to talk! for some odd reason I can't remember half of what was said besides that I mentioned all the drama that had happened since we last spoke. I mean, my screwy relationships with everyone. she said that there is a person that won't disappoint me one day. I hope that's true, but somehow I just don't see it. I have too many standards. more »

Monday, December 10, 2001

Stirred awake by a bright source of light, I couldn't open my eyes right away; I realllly hate when this occurs, but for some reason it was a blessing this time. as soon as I was able to read the digital clock, it said 11:11. at this point I sat up, crossed my fingers, shut my eyes tightly again and wished on something. it's not everyday I look at the clock in time to wish. somehow I doubt the wish will come true, but it's a superstition I continue to abide by to a degree simply for the fact that if I don't then there isn't any chance of something happening. more »

Saturday, December 8, 2001

I can't stop shaking today and feeling like total crap. stupid hormones. plus, it really is cold outside. the windows were frosted and I had to swipe some of the condensation off one of the squares to peer out the window per usual when on the phone. what a hassle, eh? more »

Wednesday, December 5, 2001

There's nothing I'd rather do then end this year on a good note. the year 2001 has just not been very good in general. there were happy moments, but most were muddled later when the rose coloured lens were removed. sometimes I think I've tried too hard. I certainly can tell from reading everything I've written in the past. analysation is just something I do all too well. more »

Sunday, December 2, 2001

I'm drinking hot tea ...I hardly drink it this way, but I'm so cold, I'm about ready to die of hypothermia or something. okay, okay, not 'that' cold, but enough to be abit uncomfortable. the warmness is like stepping into a nice scalding shower that cools off towards the end, but by then the thawing has occured and it no longer matters. more »