my commentary

I've thought and thought about what it is about Squishy; why it's such a hard loss to take. most people who don't know, thought I was crazy for bawling like someone died over a website. this is a good representation.

I figured it's because I've gone to visit everyday since July of last summer. everything I ever thought about came back to Squishy. in the forum I'd think of everything that happened in a day and post it there. I always came up with something to say and even if I didn't, I'd meet up with a new friend in the chatting area. I'll never forget all of who I've met. it made me feel less alone. less bored. I mean, look at what I did here! I would be sitting here bored and wondering what to do with my time if I didn't have this tribute to make or my journal site to bring back which was inspired by reading Squishy. I almost wasn't going to put it back up.

I actually hope Pamie gets a book deal. I'd love to see the funniness all contained in a book - it would be my favourite possesion!

Since this is it, I thought I'd leave a word for Pamie here in an Ode form since I gave one to Squishy in the header:

Ode to Pamie to the tune of Destiny's Child - Independant Women Part I

Question: tell me what you think about this?
I saved these documents and I made this site
only wish Squishy could remain whole-y
since it's all over, I'll go cr-yyy-yyyyyy-iiieee!

[second verse ommitted for length]

if you wrote a book
I'd buy it
if you'd make a sitcom
I'd watch it
rockin' the mike at stand up
I'd be there
cause I'd support you
if you make it
and if there were Squishy swag left
I'd buy it
the computer I bought
I read Squishy
the site I keep
cause of Squishy
I support you
(I support you)
Go Pamie!!